Sunday, 30 August 2020

Transaction

 It makes sense now, looking back,

That I always viewed sex as transactional.

Sex for attention

Sex for love

Sex for friendship

Sex for safety

Was there ever any sex for pleasure?

I don't remember, so probably not.

Is it fucked up that I'd rather get myself off while my boyfriend watches tv in the next room just so I don't have to look him in the eyes when I cum?


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